welcome

welcome to my blog, im matt and ill be showing you around. today we start off with a simple question. why do we do what we dont want to do, only to not do what we want to do. a little mind spinning isnt it. well like the person who said it(sorry i kinda paraphrased it for all you bible nerds)its because we are human. all the time i have this inner battle of thinking,"well i did have my quiet time today or well im a good strong person ican handle anything. guess what no you cant.why do you think this questionish thing above makes sense to you in some way or another. even a great man like the aposyle paul could'nt do things on his own, he had to depend on the Lord . Thats the key to not doing all the crap in life that you dont want to do. we were born on to sin, its this sis that even keeps us from the Lord. so why do we keep trying to win a lost battle, pride. why addmit that you cant do something on your own, why not there is nothing wrong with asking for help!! how do you think you stop doing what you dont want to do, ask God thats all. hes right there waitting, come befor him and tell him you need help cause your pretty not smart if you think that he'll turn his back on you. then get help from someone who can,LOVINGLY hold you accountable. this is not to make you feel bad for slipping up, but for building you up and oh yea. Helping you become a better, stronger person. think all the apostles and disiples did things on there own, read the book of John or my favoite Acts. no one can do life on their own, not even me.