how are you cheating God

so do you want a million dollars? if your like me, then heck ya why not. do you want to go to the middle east, turkey, russia and share the gospel. why yes i would love to, we are told in the Bible to"GO" so i think i should, BUT...... why is there always a huge but when it comes to God? well matt the trip would cost so much, and i dont think i could get off work, and i have to wash my hair!!!! so then if God gave you a million dollars and retirment you could go, right? one of the lessons i learned this weekend was that God will grant your prayers, in his time and in his will. why would he give you a million dollars knowing that you would never give 100,000 of it back to the church. well yes i would, i would have the million dollars. well what about after the gov. takes their share, then you will want to get out of debt,(pay off house for the kids, cars loans, ect.) then hey go buy your self something nice, and now your left with your same 50,000 dollar a year job. well now comes the delema, if you were like me, God didnt get his ten % when i was poor, so why would he give me more to waist. the same with "GOING" why do you feel you would be the greatest sharer overseas when you wont go down the street!!!! How is it that witnessing is only done in russia, iraq...... do you think that youre going to be any different? you might, God may use the expreance to pull you out of your shell and share. but then what, why do we have the same 60 people in the same spot every sun, and why are they nea sayers? why shoot down the members going and doing, when you are just being a hears(james1:22) lets at least encourage those doing to keep it up. please for the love of God, dont be a lukerm christian(rev3:16) dont do more work for the devil as a christian than for God. his Grace is worth so much more then that. see ya